The angst is slowly subsiding… 

Thanks for the nice comments on my last post, everyone! You’re all very sweet. :)

Nothing is really wrong and nothing has really happened. I just felt so angsty all day yesterday. Existential angst/crisis, anxiety about the future, insecurities, feeling really old, etc. Nothing too big but at the same time it can be really all-consuming. 

I’m feeling better today though. Going to school today helped. I mean, it was a long day and I didn’t really enjoy it at the time, but since I missed most of my classes last week (due to being sick) and avoided all of my friends this weekend, I think I’d just had too much time to sit in my room and overthink everything…so going to school and getting back some structure and socialization, even if very minimal, ended up helping. 

Anyway, thanks again for being kind. I hope that you’re all doing well and are having a good start to your week! :)